LOVE is a strange thing sometimes.
I thought I had love all sorted out. It was something you felt for someone important in your life and contained feelings such as care and tenderness and companionship and empathy and ...
Well, I could go on and on.
I have had a few loving relationships and the love was good, the loving sex was good and some loving relationships lasted for a few years, others for only a few weeks before some outside influence caused the relationship to falter. None of these outside influences were particularly malevolent, but they were enough to change the feelings and we parted. Except for one, the relationships continued as a distant infrequent friendships.
However, nothing could prepared me for what has happened recently.
I was approached by a guy on the of the social media sites. Thinking he might be one of the "show me your cock pic and I'll show you mine" brigade I almost deleted him. But something caught my attention, and I began a steady chat with him. Over a short period, I began to feel the most intense feelings of love I have ever felt, in fact like I have never felt. The feelings and emotions have consumed me, and the love I feel for this guy is overwhelming.
Over these past weeks, all I do is think of him, care about him, feel the most intense sexual awakenings I have ever felt ( a pic from him, and no, not a nude pic, has me hard as and my underpants very tight).
So even at my stage in life, can come a 'first' love, a love I look forward to being the most important factor of my future.
So AMS, if you are reading this, you are my 'first' real love.